Heiiii Meiii...
Ada hal yg ingin gw ceritain or curhatin ....
Did u lose someone who loved so much?? it's happen with me.. And it can make me cry a long night, really scare.. so it's oke when i feel my heart so cloudy and blue... i sleepless at night..
My mom sick and i told it with my hunny but he don't care.. ochhh, now he leave me alone. And i really sad coz i hope he still care, oke not for me but respect to my mom.. and now i decide to forget him forever and after. Last night i erase his name on my phone.. it first step to not disturb him again and to stop my crazyness of him...
I think..really think and make me headache. And i know something that the pieces of my heart gone with him..it makes me hurt..cry...and sad. And if could see back at time, i know it my false too coz i make him dissapointed and now we hurt each other..
All by my self...
Focus for my mom and more care to my family, please give me one chance to lean it be better...
God, i really down.. and troubles came to me not stop, please help me to solve it one by one.. i wanna life to u...
What solutions to take a way out??
First mended my life....
it's hard to say...goodbye.....
but i still have family, friend, career, and of course breath to lean my life...just one think lose of my life , and i am sure it can't make me down again, raise up ...
he is nothing .... for all my power i not forget for this day... i hope someday you feel what i feel...i wait it...maybe i will remember it when i really forget u...maybe who knows .........................
