Dam Dam Dam.... May I write about favorite songs...
Now Listen this song in your heart, and i play it to you my little one...
Yeah....
Yeah...
My Favorite Band is Linkin Park
My Favorite Song is Numb
This a pieces of song....
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I knowI may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Did you know why i really love this song? coz it's remind me about that days. The days when i'm really numb and falls in my life. It's hurting my heart. And someone dissapointed me until i can't believe it been to me.
I have to learn from my fault and try never to give up again. No matter i can't solve my problems, i have to faced it.
Coz life is so short. So i want to enjoy every breath that i can take....
Hahaha...
Nah itu lagu favoriteku. Sebenarnya aku lebih suka lagu yang berirama ngebeat, bukan lagu mendayu-dayu seperti orang yang tak ada harapan. Walaupun aku benci disaat aku sendiri dan tak dapat berbuat atau merubah apapun. Dan entah mengapa fells blue it doesn't matter for that moment. Tapi aku ingin dan selalu ingin bangkit. Dan ternyata lagu seperti itu sangat bagus untuk perkembangan jiwa, walaupun diliputi oleh semacam amarah, toh tidak berarti perasaan sakit hati hanya untuk dipendam. Maka aku mengungkapkannya lewat media bernama musik. Banyak musik yang aku sukai, Beatles dan ABBA termasuk favoriteku untuk genre musik jaman yang belum pernah aku sentuh, karena keberadaan mereka melampaui keberadaanku. Tapi setiap kali mendengar musik mereka aku merasakan ketenangan. Karena mereka bagiku entertainer sejati. Dan aku juga bingung musik mereka sebenarnya tidak menggambarkan kesedihan atau kegembiraan yang meluap .Jadi traped in midlle. Tapi pandangan dan nilai arti sebuah alunan dari setiap individu berbeda. Tapi satu yang pasti, rupanya musik telah menjadi daging yang mendarah di setiap senandung jiwa yang hanya dapat dilukiskan oleh pemilik hati tersebut.
So enjoy your life and play your music of heart...
